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Friday, December 31, 2004
It's raining pretty heavily outside.. I guess it's becoz God is crying over the deaths in the Tsunami Tidal Wave incident.. It has been raining a few days I think.. Well.. Singapore is also doing their part by not showing the Nation Countdown 2005 on TV. It's only appropriate for them to do so I think.. but sad.. nothing really to watch on TV.
Happy happy... pot-luck is going on in my house this evening.. with everyone bringing their own food.. It was already decided one week ago and it's somehow understood that it's confirmed. But someone doesn't know, sad case, so I have to waste some messages on messaging irrelevent stuff. Anyway~ I think I will be making toast and Darling bringing po-piah and stster maybe making agar agar.. Maybe there are much more but haven't though if it yet..
I was having my golf lesson yesterday.. and I wasn't doing so well. Clearly it's becoz I couldn't concentrate and my mind was somewhere else.. even my golf instructor says I played badly.. =(
There's something worth mentioning today.. something about Darling.. but I don't know why.. maybe girls tend to be more particular about those lil gestures form their bfs.. Early morning, he took some "cheese kuey" down and eat.. and what I noticed is.. he's always giving me the portion where there are more cheese and I mean I'm really touched and happy.. I know u all might think that why should I feel happy? Well.. even when comes to lil things like eating.. he somehow pampered me.. I mean no one has ever treated me that way before and I really appreciate his thoughful-ness~ Thanks Dear!!!
Oh yah.. Chong Wei.. if u happen to read my blog.. just to let u know that the note on the table signed by Mr Teo is a FAKE!!! Lolz.. So ermm.. hahahaha Don't be angry~
Happy New Year Guys!!! Love Ya All!!!
if i ain't got you|9:05 AM|

Thursday, December 30, 2004
I guess I know what's my problem.. Why am I feeling so sad and stuff.. wanan tok to Darling about it...but he's kinda busy I think.. =( never mind then.. I shall tok to my blog.
I guess I was feeling upset which was pretty bovious becoz of my project work.. I'm kinda feeling useless right now.. U might be thinking why.. Yesterday when I saw one of my classmates staying after fypj hours, I felt green.. green with envy.. U must be thinking that I'm sick..
"Why would you like to stay back in school if you can go home?"
Because.. I don't wanna feel useless.. I wanna be busy.. I don't want to come to school.. aimlessly.. did nothing and just go home.. Everyday I would be so angry with myself why I couldn't do those stuff.. I feel dumb at times..
I mean I don't mind the school giving me lotsa things which I know how to do.. but it's not the case.. I really want to contribute.. =( Good luck to ur FYPJ people...
if i ain't got you|10:39 AM|

I've got a virtual pet!! As u can see.. my pet right below my bloggie.. You can play with it for a while.. U can feed it with puppy treats by clicking on the bag.. and U will see a dog biscuit at ur mouse cursor.. then U have to drop it above the puppy's head and it will jump up to reach it.. Real cute.. Try it! Then it's head also follows where ur mouse cursor goes.. hehe.. click on the puppy'shead and it will stick out it's tongue~ LOlz..
I extracted this info from a friend friend's blog-- Yasmin. Hehehz.. so tired today.. FYPJ students having a meeting.. dunoe why.. hahaa they say it's not about project.. I hope it's smthing good..
if i ain't got you|9:58 AM|

Wednesday, December 29, 2004
IN 2004 (Reflections)...
how many galfriends?
New ones? Hmm.. Yu Yun, Hui Jiao, Shareena, Lalithia.
how many breakups?
One.
how many crushes?
Can I say it's Darling before we got together?
care to mention any names?
Hahhaa.. I think it's an open secret..
had to say goodbye to?
Ernest?
missed anyone?
Of coz have....
win anything?
Hmmm... don't really remeber.. maybe winning Darling's heart. ;)
best place you went to?
Fullerton Hotel (outside), Cafe Cartel.. those memorable places..
worst place you went to?
Urm... Maybe that day under Ernest's block. I wanna leave fast!
happiest moment?
When Darling and I got together offically and the first time we went out.. hehe oh yah and the time when both of us confess our feelings to each other..
worst moment?
Urm.. that Teo incident.. maybe..
best present?
My V day pressies!!! Star shaped necklace, folded stars, flowers, that webbie made by my Darling ;)
best party?
Maybe this weekend... maybe.. lolz
movie?
Erm... Along came Polly~ =)
song?
Unbreakable
12 lessons you've learned from 2004?
1) Go with ur heart with any decisions U make (That's why I think I should choose business track in the first place)
2) Dare to love (That's how I got the courage to end my 4 year relationship with him.)
3) Whatever you do, try your best
4) Drive safely
5) Friends are still great
6) Don't deny love
7) I won't donate anymore blood
8) It's alright not to go for lectures if you know ur work. But you make sure u make the effort of studying harder
9) Read the exam dates properly.. (Only Some of us know why)
10) Be positive
11) Don't always eat and eat and eat. Must watch my diet.
12) Plan ahead
hope for this new year?
Hmm.. maybe go and look for a job I really liek after I graduate.
clothing item or outfit of the year?
Those skirts I'm wearing now
jewelry of the year?
The star-shaped necklace.. it represents Darling.. =) A star to shine on my darkness nights..
makeup product of the year?
Foundation.. hahahaha
color of the year?
White
car of the year?
My Car.. Lexus RX300~
food of the year?
Cafe Cartel food
drink of the year?
Tequilla. That made me real drunk... and I hate it.
class of the year?
DBI0213
gift of the year?
Er... refer to "best present" section...
holiday of the year?
That short break before my FYPJ.
achievements of the year?
Getting together with Darling; Somehow maintaining my grades; Doing smthing for Darling's birthday, learning a new sport: Golf
if i ain't got you|2:33 PM|

Glaring sun but cold wind.. so funny... Well, I've realised smthing about myself.. I wonder is it becoz I dunnoe how to express myself or rather keep everything to myself, alone.
Everytime I feel sad.. I don't really show it out in front of my friends and when I'm alone again.. if I feel really sad.. I will cry.. I mean not that I force myself to be happy in front of my friends.. but rather my tears won't come out and my heart aches/ feeling empty. That's funny..
Mr Teo was on MC again yesterday.. I wonder why when he taught us Internet Security last sem.. he was never on MC.. I think he's coming today and he better come.
Darling and I will go jogging today after school.. to train himself up for the upcoming NAPFA.. and me? To shed off some weight of coz.
Yesterday I had a dream.. I don't rememebr what is it.. what I only rememebr is that I cried hardly in my dreams.. maybe I'm really sad... ='( And my menses is late for weeks.. going to be a month.. and my PMS is getting worst.. I consulted the doctor before.. and he says sometimes it's due to stress.. and I reckon so.
Year 2005 is approaching.. but I don't feel excited at all.. and so far.. I'm only looking forward to meeting the girls this Friday and countdown... Hehehe.. couldn't wait..
if i ain't got you|8:53 AM|

Tuesday, December 28, 2004
In school.. raining.. feeling cold.. and sleepy of course.. Some of my friends gone for an interview to NCSHub and it's just around school.. in fact just beside SSDC, which is freaking near to my house... How fortunate they are.. and I really hope I'm posted there.. but then again.. It's might be a blessing in disguise.. U know how much I loathe coding.. and being posted there might be hell for me.. So.. erm.. I hope NYP won't post me to some sick place like where I'm now... 12 weeks is bad enough.. another 12 more.. I think I'm going to boycott NYP.. hahahaha.. kidding..
But then again.. I hope to do some simple work when I'm having my IPP and not some coding stuff becoz I jolly well know I can never learn anything when u give me some coding work.. coz I'm not planning to CODE when I go out to work.. so save me from all those trouble will u?
There's this progress Review session this week and it consists of 15% of my FYPJ grade.. and I assume our supervisor will only tell us at the very last minute when it would be held.. Thank goodness.. I mean the numebr of times he comes to our lab and tok to us can be counted with 2 hands of mine.. or maybe 1!! Yap.. u heard it.. 8 weeks.. and he comes around only like.. dunnoe wad.. I know he's busy or wadsoever.. so why won't NYP assign this supervisor job to some one who is more free? Maybe there's none.. Mars Planet has not be coming to my lab too.. dunnoe wad happen to those 2.. MIA since Christmas EVE.. Arghz.. I'm afraid of failing my FYPJ.. T_T
if i ain't got you|9:20 AM|

Monday, December 27, 2004
OMG~~ How can I ever forget to blog yesterday? Blogging has already become part and parcel of my dear life.. Hmm.. let me think.. I guess I was so bored yesterday till I coulndn't really think much to blog about.. Just that I started playing Maple Story again after.. urmm.. when was the last time I played? I can't really remember..
I'm in school now.. looking at the digital clock hanging up on the wall just right in front of me.. anticipating for school to end.. FYPJ is a torture.. I mean the whole thing.. just sucks. I wanan be positive.. but it's just that circumstances don't allow me to..
Yesterday was boxing day.. and my sick neighbours fancy having a lion dance early in the morning! For goodness sake.. Go open up your parsents rather than banging those irritating clangs and clongs.. wahaha.. wad am I toking..
I'm gonna eat Ajisen later with my sista and mother.. with my Darling.. toking about him.. well dear you gotta take care wor.. u having a sore throat soon right? Muackz.. drink lotsa water okie?
Arghz... I still have 20 minues to freedom!!!
if i ain't got you|5:32 PM|

Saturday, December 25, 2004
X'mas is gonna be over soon.. well now have to look forward to New Year (2005)! Beginning of the year is always the best.. coz there are a few occasions I can look forward to.. New Year, CHinese New Year, My birthday, my first year anniversary with Darling~
Hehhe.. Well.. as I've said I went to indoor stadium and the performace was not bad.. As usual.. there are still preaching and stuff.. but there's smthing I can never seem to understand.. My dear friend kate, says that when u are baptized, you could already "inherit" this language in u.. whihc are called "tongues" or smthing like that.. is like smthing which u immediately know after u baptize.. I mean it's truely scary lar when u hear it.. they say this language is only God can hear it and he knows wad u are speaking..
I have tot of accepting God a few years back and there are a few factors why I didn't really go into it.. Well, if I'm in Christainity.. I will be tangled with 3 different religions. Also, I admit that I would be too lazy to go to churches for service every Sunday.. Also, my ex-bf hates Christians and it's kinda impossible for him to accept God too, he's kinda religious to his religion. We quarrelled about this for a few times just going to church and I know he did not like me going there.
Another thing is.. well.. even if I were to accept Christianity.. it wouldn't be City Harvest coz there are alot of things that City Harvest has which other churches don't have.. I mean when I heard about the activites and such.. it's kinda unusual.. But City Harvest has it's own strengths.. I mean the songs they song.. are real nice.. and ppl are real friendly.. in fact over friendly.. and it's smthing whihc I can't do..
Then after the performance.. all of us went for lunch at Novena Square.. finally.. 9 of us.. together.. I mean it's the first time.. the biTChes gang and bfs.. hahhazz.. we had a great time.. and looking forward to this coming Friday.. maybe having some pot luck thingie. There and a few exchangin gifts and stuff..
1) Darling - Thanks for ur wallet and "rickzai"
2) Yu Yun - Thanks for ur lamp!
3) Clarence - Thanks for the soccer ball~ Hahahz.. it unknowingly become rickzai's toy
4) Celeste - Thanks for ur cookies and anklet~ I'm wearing it
5) Hui Jiao - Thanks for the hand made thingie~
6) Lindy - Thanks for ur sweets and chocolates
7) Kate - Thanks for ur bracelet and I'm wearing it~ Lolz
And thanks for those who sent me messages and giving cards~
There's this idiot.. purposely folded my car mirrors when I parked my car at the indoor stadium.
Be careful on the roads.. dun get hit by car.. Kekeke (Does it sound like I'm curing the fella?)
My resolutions for 2005 - get married and have kids..
Hey! I'm kidding okie!!! duH!
if i ain't got you|10:47 PM|

Meery Christmas Everyone!! LOlz.. U must be wondering why am I up so early? Well, later I need to go to the indoor stadium to see Kate perform.. it's part of her City Harvest thingie.. Well, the only reason I attend this it's becoz of Kate.. Yupz.. but glad to say.. the biTches gang are all goinG!!
Alright, let me say hows my X'mas.. Darling bought me a soft toy doggie and a wallet! Thanks Dear! I think he knows I love to keep a dog of my own so much but I couldn't have one in the house, so he got me a pretty big doggie (I called it rickzai).. Hehe.. and guess wad? I got him a wallet too!
Started off to Orchard and yapz.. there were many ppl there and Darling treated me to Ghangis Khan.. And sad to say.. I could see so many "kiasu" ppl around.. U know how SIngaporean behaves when come to buffet.. But I was more pissed off with the China people beside me.. I mean, they look as if they didn't eat anything for YEARS... is like being afriad that those food will be confiscated by them.. And hahaa.. I drank lots of differnt kinds of tea.. kinda full tough..
Beocz of the tea.. I got a bad tummy ache for the rest of the night.. I had this discomfort now too.. =( Then after dinner.. went to catch a movei.. "Meet The Fockers". It was a light-heartening movie.. funny and cute... Lolz.. worth to catch it. Then I went to Esplanade.. sadly.. they dun really have the "countdown" spirit there.. no fireworks.. no nothing.. only some small pathetic ballons were let off from the durian head..
Went home real tired.. last night I dreamt of smthing really scary..Is like I was with Darling and there's htis car nearby going to blow up.. and we stood as far as possible.. but then.. when it blows.. I somehow "flew" a lil.. on my left hand, I tried to grap on Darling's hand.. then on my left there's nobody.. but I dunone why I felt like I've gripped on some other human-like hand.. coz I rememebred there's no body.. and Darling helped me to pushed the hand away.. I mean.. it's really scary till I woke up from my slp.. Boy.. wad a day to start Christmas.
if i ain't got you|8:07 AM|

Friday, December 24, 2004
It's finally the X'mas Eve!! Yay~ But sadly.. I'm in school.. I mean 19 years of my life.. only this year I'm in school!!! It's just so.. er... funny.. Lolz.. but anyway.. thank goodness.. my school ends at one.. so could have more free time for my X'mas eve..
Do u actually know... besides my Darling's birthday and Valentine's Day.. Christmas is somehow real important for me.. I mean really.. I actually had this "Christmas Eve Day" in mind.. but it's somehow hard to achieve.. or maybe it's somehow simple.. just that no one knows..
I'm still waiting for that day to come.. patiently..
Psst~ Ask me if U wanna know.. Lolz..
if i ain't got you|8:57 AM|

Thursday, December 23, 2004
Hello... some new updates about me~ Well, I've finally achieved what I wanted initally for my FYPJ and I felt alot better and thanks to Darling and Mr Chew for their help =). Yu Yun and I bought cakes from Jack's Place and we wanted to give to those ppl in our lab. Merry Christmas anyway!! hehehez.. oh yar.. and a Happy New Year!
Hmm.. I am real tired these few days.. and when I reached home.. other than playing Maple Story.. I didn't really do anything else.. Hmm.. I missed lots of my "Happy Fish" eposides.. Well.. guess I'm going to miss today's eposides too.. coz I got a lil shoppng to do again.. Darling promised me to buy a logcake for me.. Lolz..
Gave Yu Yun and Hui Jiao bath soap for their X'mas pressie.. Hmmm.. wad to say wad to say.. nothing much really just that I really love Christmas!!!!
Ho Ho Ho.. Merry Christmas!!
if i ain't got you|1:34 PM|

Wednesday, December 22, 2004
Now so funny.. taking photo.. and I'm here at my desk.. trying so much to be natural.. Wahahaha.. but I really feel like laughing lo... I need they are going to do it till 10A.M.. irst time I see my desk so neat.. Lol..
Ahaha enough of crapping.. I was still feeling pretty sore over yesterday's matter and it's kinda rare for me to go straight into work after I sat down.
At 10.13AM
Photo shoot is done... and seriously.. being a model is tough. Even just a simple photo shoot needs to be so perfect~ Lolz.. my hair.. my expression.. the way I sit.. etc.. Lolz.. Now is Darling's turn I think.. Good Luck to him.. coz he doesn't really like to smile in photo-taking..
And also.. the Mr Mar aka Mars Planet.. one of the new supervisors as I've mentioned the previous posts (Not Mr Teo).. cannot stand him!!! He's real sarcastic.. and also hor.. coz I was required to take down my specs and hell I really couldn't see a thing coz my degree is real high like about 800 plus.. and that Mr Mar don't believe coz he wanted to test on me like wad is actually on the screen but I just couldn't see!!! I eman wad is his problem.. why should I lie a thing like this? Damn.. lolz..
I've een called down for an interivew coz I applied for HumanLink and they are required to help me to find some part time jobs.. lolz.. so funny..
if i ain't got you|9:29 AM|

Tuesday, December 21, 2004
I was really feeling terrible after the meeting with Mr Teo.. I don't know who to really turn to.. I'm not only upset, but really feel bad... maybe this is the worst time of year 2004. It seems like all my hard work are being wasted. Can I pretend nothing has happen?? I doubt so..
Got to meet my friends later.. hope that I dun break down in front of them.. X'mas is coming mind you..
if i ain't got you|6:42 PM|

Heat is building up inside me and I can really feel it.. I just can't help it.. seldom I would be so pissed at something.. Guests are coming into our lab again and over the past few weeks.. it was said that the Principal of NYP would come.. seems like he is taking weeks to come.. or rather even he is here.. I dun even know who is he.. Maybe around NYP they should place some photos of him around.. like how the President of Singapore is being displayed.. Who knows when I see him.. I'll try to get an autograph from him.
Those ppl in my lab.. they just dun have the lil initiative to switch off the aircons, thinking it would be like in their office.. Dun they know that it's not a central air-con.. isn't the switch visible for them? >.<
I wanna to start some work.. but the anger just blinded me too much.. too much till I'm too fustrated to work on anything...
Today's topic in Class 95: Do you think the Christmas Spririt is fading???
I think it might in certain aspects.. becoz of the stupid fast-paced and we got rain instead of snow in this "dot" country. People tend to fend for themselves more than others and with those "additional" ppl in my lab can't give me any joy and happiness.
Not that I hate them... much less liking them... I just feel that they are another dark room in my life.. trapping me... and I just have to find the key to get out.. and the only way is to concentrate...
Current song: Let's hear it from the Boy by Deniece Williams
if i ain't got you|9:29 AM|

Monday, December 20, 2004
There came another supervisor in my lab.. and I think he will be working on a project in our lab too.. meaning all of us will be under supervison around the clock.. But wads wrong with him? Big Problem!
We were called up for a "meeting-for-no-reason".. and he was ranting about our attendence and stuff.. okie lar true.. most of the time ppl in my lab are missing.. but pls.. we are only 19/20? Don't tell me we just can't have a lil freedom? After we graduate, we have lotsa and lotsa years to work.. wads the hurry? Okok.. the main thing is not this..
He went on asking about our progress of our work.. then he said we are moving pretty slow.. there are the comments he said.
"Compared to the other batch, I am pretty disappointed about the attendance."
WTH! Yah.. indeed the other batch stayed on the lab whole day but heard from a senior.. they keep playing games all day! Wads the diff.. U are not there to supervise them the whole day how U know wad they were doing???
"You are all quite slow about ur progress.."-->
"I've set up for them the system..."
Hello!!! Are u nuts? U actually said you have set up for them and that's wad the previous batch had ONLY produced.. what else do they have to do???? Tell Me? Do they have to do coding and such? NO! All they need to do is the useless piece of AES and installation guide with full of errors?! We have to do coding mind you.. and also need some reading up~ We are not pros like u all...
"You all hope to pass and not to fail becoz of this module right?"
Oh great~ The previous batch dun have to do any shit and they still pass with flying colours?
"You all are actually very lucky, coz the previous batch do not know anything at all and at least this year u have ur seniors to explain to u.." --by Mr Teo.
Oh really? Tell u smthing.. We also dunoe anything about this RosettaNet when we first stepped in and NO our seniors didn't explain to us wad is it all about.. they just help us with the installation. We are just as new to the project!!!
"People from other companies have eyes to see how u NYP students behave and wad if they report ur attitude towards work to their employers.. do you think they want to employ u?"
If they are really that influential to the company.. like IBM.. they won't be dumped to work a project in this stupid school and who knows.. HHAHAHHA.. I will be on top of them.. and who knows I'll be the one who decide who should be in the company.. (that's some crazy talk I know..) Anyway.. dun even plan to work in I.T company.. Duh.. I rather face animals in Zoo..
So wad if he was sent abroad to do some RosettaNet thingie? Does that mean he has more experience??? But he doesn't seem to think logically and maybe he doesn't have a way to deal with students I think that's really a failure as a lecturer.. Sorry if I sounded hostile.. but sometimes I really can't stand it when people never think thru before screwing us up.
And hor.. just to remind u about ur previous batch students..... Installation guide full of errors and it also takes time for me to figure out alright? It's not as if I never try calling her up but all she told me was--> "Eh.. U trying installing again lo..".. WTH.. and she still has a pass? I guess she dunnoe how to program works...
Life is so unfair...
if i ain't got you|10:01 PM|

1. What did you do in 2004 that you'd never done before?
Getting a Christmas Tree~ Hehhee..
2. Did you keep your New Years' resolutions, and will you make more for next year?
I don't rememebr my sesolutions.. in fact I don't think I have any for the past few years.. Lolz =P I might make an exception in 2005.
3. Did anyone close to you give birth?
Nah.. all just married~
4. Did anyone close to you die?
Nope.
5. What countries did you visit?
This year?? Hmmm.. I think the furthest I've been to is Sentosa?
6. What would you like to have in 2005 that you lacked in 2004?
No more schooling!!! Which I know it's possible~ =P
7. What date from 2004 will remain etched upon your memory, and why?
Quite a few.. but mainly 30 Jan and 14 Feb~ Why ar.. Lolz.. Darling knows..
8. What was your biggest achievement of the year?
Eh... Getting a distinction of my worst/hateful subject (Java) [I know I shouldn't get it]
9. What was your biggest failure?
Crying over projects.. Silly right?
10. Did you suffer illness or injury?
TB (Latent.. so dun be scared)
11. What was the best thing you bought?
My Christmas Tree!!!
12. Whose behavior merited celebration?
- The BiTches Gang~ Always there and funny!
- Darling, still being as thoughful as ever~
- Yu Yun, always so nice and thoughtful!
- Mr Chew.. always there to listen my ranting and asking me to use eclipse. =.=
13. Whose behavior made you appalled and depressed?
That guy lar...
14. Where did most of your money go?
Food, pressies, movies, food (Did I mention it before?)
15. What did you get really, really, really excited about?
Hmmm.. that particular "date" I had with Darling, Valentine's Day, my Birthday, Christmas!
16. What song will always remind you of 2004?
Unbreakable.
17. Compared to this time last year, are you:
Happier or sadder: Happier alot!
Thinner or fatter: Fatter.
Richer or poorer: Richer, definitely!
18. What do you wish you'd done more of?
More exercises, more forgiving, more hardworking.. positive attitude about my projects and school work..
19. What do you wish you'd done less of?
Having low self esteem.
20. How will you be spending Christmas?
With Darling.. hehehee
21. Did you fall in love in 2004?
Yay! Of Coz.. favourite year of my life!
22. How many one-night stands?
Dun have hor.. Dun "hai" me..
23. What was your favorite TV programme? New one?
I practically watch anything that is nice~
24. Do you hate anyone now that you didn't hate this time last year?
Don't want to hate anybody.. Hating someone is tiring..
25. What was the best book you read?
I only read V.C Andrews..
26. What was your greatest musical discovery?
Dun ask me..
27. What did you want and get?
Christmas tree!
28. What did you want and not get?
Lose weight!!
29. What was your favorite film(s) of this year?
Hmmm... should be Resident's Evil 2.
30. What did you do on your birthday, and how old were you?
I'm 19 and I ate Sakae Sushi on that day.. best thing was.. I had to study for a test.. =(
31. What one thing would have made your year immeasurably more satisfying?
I think it's good enough~
32. How would you describe your personal fashion concept in 2004?
Different from 2003.
33. What kept you sane?
Lolz.. darling and the biTch Gang~
34. Which celebrity/public figure did you fancy the most?
Keanu Reeves as usual.
35. What political issue stirred you the most?
I hate politics!
36. Who did you miss?
Many... many..
37. Who was the best new person you met?
Mr Chew and FYPJ Gang! Hhahahahaz..
38. Tell us a valuable life lesson you learned in 2004:
Don't be afraid to love.
if i ain't got you|1:54 PM|

Hello~~ Hehehez.. I'm back! The reason why I started bloggin again becoz I'm so bored in school!! OoPz~ Shhh.... Hehehz.. I hope u guys out there will be back to read my bloggie~~ and give some comments okie? >.< It's already 9.49A.M on my schools clock and only 2 of my project mates appeared.. Lolz.. I wonder where are the rest? MonDay BLuEs*?
Hehhee.. Okie.. a lil update about my life over here.. I'm currently in FYPJ doing some RosettaNet stuff amd trust me.. you won't like it.. Some ppl might not know wad is it.. but take some time to read a lil about it.. coz you might use it in future for all u know.. Lolz.. Also, I've taken golf lessons and I just had my lesson 2 last Friday and going for Lesson 3 this Wednesday! Oh yah, and some of u have realised.. I've changed my HP too.. back to Nokia again.. my fav brand.. Hhehee.. In fact I got the same phone as my Sweet Darling. Panasonic SuX`
Things between me and Darling are still going strong and well.. He's still as sweet as ever and I'm still the big bully X_X KidDinGz~ I won't do anyhting to hurt my sweetie*~ Hehehz.. I got my own X'mAs tree! Cheerios to Darling and sista for that!
This Friday is the day I've always been waiting for the whole year round~ X'mas EvE! Have u all got smthing for ur friends? Ur Special Ones? Hehehz.. A lil different about this X'mas~ I'll be with Darling.. Finally.. My ideal Christmas.. I've been waiting for so long!!! it's just like a dream come true.. *SorRy bItChes gAng~ Sorry couldn't meet up on that day =.=! It's just that I've always wanted to spend my Christmas with my love alone, but I couldn't even though I was with my ex =( but nevermind! 2004, My Perfect Year!
I'll be meeting the biTches gAnG tomorrow!! Finally!! I mean I haven't seen them for long and I really wanna do some catching up.. The best part was.. All of them are meeting up~ I'm so happy!! Life is never boring with them around! SeE yA gIrls!
Oh yah.. met up some new friends in my FYPJ nest.. Yu Yun (my partner), Shareena, Lalithia, Clarence, Chong Wei and Hui Xiong~ Got to know Hui Jiao better too.. Lolz.. They are really nice ppl! Some jokers around like Chong Wei and Clarence.. Lolz.. My FYPJ is not so boring then..
Alright.. that's all for my very first opening post! Cya!!
if i ain't got you|9:47 AM|
